It’s been years since we first met. In these years, I have grown beyond what I ever imagined. I have learnt a million lessons, won a hundred battles and lost all the wars. I have grown apart from everyone I once knew; I have left behind everything that once was a part of my life. I have met people; liked a few; but no one ever came close to even the idea of you.
You are the ‘Normality’ in my life. You are the constant like day and night. You are the one that stabilizes everything around. You are the reason why I still exist.
But I don’t want you stay. I don’t want to see you suffer each day. I don’t like watching you cry and break inside every time I don’t act the way I should. I don’t want you to just be with me because I might break-down or cease to exist.
I have my issues. I am not perfect for you. I am not what you deserve.
I don’t like change. You are all I have. I don’t want you to go away but I have to let you go.
You changed me in ways beyond comprehension. You made me vulnerable and gullible.
I don’t like that. I don’t want to have any vulnerabilities; any weaknesses.
You should leave. It will be in the best interest of everyone.
I don’t want to be ‘Normal’ because I am NOT!
P.S. I would never want you to, but I believe that you should ‘Go Away’!
Categories: love
The twist makes it really awesome
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profound and well written
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Very nice and interesting!
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Very well written. Thank you for sharing.
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🙂
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Good one! 🤗
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That was inspired🙌🙌
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Struggle between one feeling pleasurable to be a part of someone but again attempting to become a whole because, life wanted us to evolve.. Beautiful post…
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I felt this in my spirit.
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You describe us all in your article at one time or another. We all must make changes before we can make any kind of improvements. How much easier to ignore what is happening around us. However, sometimes it is easier to do nothing and be a lazy bump on the log. But the reward is worthless. No good. Might as well go away.
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Very deep and well articulated.
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Deep
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Thank you.
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You’re welcome Sadah..I hope you’re doing well.
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painful..
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Well written 👏 interesting 🌻
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Scariest nightmare ever, when being with the one that you love to the moon and back hurts💘
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