Many people don’t even try to live their dreams because they get too busy living their fears!
But the things aren’t the same for me.
I live my dreams as well as my fears.
Or rather, let me put it in much more simpler terms:
” I live my dream and my fear simultaneously’.
My only dream is to end up with you. And that is also my only fear.
I dream of a life we’ll have together. Every single day, I spend hours or maybe, even decades, wondering and pondering over the possibilities and probabilities of us being together and having a life one can only imagine. And while I am lost in this dreamy sequence, I get scared. I fear the same possibilities I dream.
I am afraid of what it will be like if things turn out to be exactly as I imagine. Having all my dreams come true is the only thing that scares me to death.
But as I go through that stage of terrible fright each day, I keep dreaming of a life that I will have with you; sitting somewhere away from the entire world; a place that is so calm and beautiful; a place that will be filled with love and serenity when you’ll finally be there with me.
And then I fear how will I ever be able to make you happy as much as you deserve and give you a life that I always want you to have!
I dream of a life that will be spent in your warm and cozy arms; and I fear the life that will be spent in your arms while I will never be able to be what you experience and imagine in your dreams.
I live my dream every single day and I live my fear concomitantly.
P.S. I live a life of fear inside a dream.