You know how I said I’ll be fine without you and you’ll be fine without me? Well, clearly, I am not. And I know for a fact, neither are you.
When we are together, we are like hydrogen and helium in a state of fusion and fission. I mean, we radiate energy, light and life together. But the longer we stay together, more the chances of us turning into a void body of destruction which even light can’t escape.
I know we are meant to be. I know we are inseparable on so many grounds. But really, I don’t think I have the capability of being able to see us burst one day, so loudly that it ends up having deep, unforgettable and non-reparable scars and wounds. I don’t want that.
Sometimes, it is good for a star to be less than 1.4 times the solar mass to protect itself from turning into a Black Hole. But of course, there is always a chance of turning into a neutron star though.
So, the question is, are we willing to take that risk of being above that limit and roll a dice over to see if we get the Black Hole or the Neutron Star?
I don’t know. I am just terrified.